여자. 2X살. A형. 미국인.
"I didn’t know you were so beautiful… ". This song always gets to me. The song is "your wedding day" by Yoon JongShin. A man looks on as the woman he loves marries another man. He tries to be happy for her, but it’s impossible. " who in this world knows you better than me? I know your secrets and dreams please don’t look at me because I am crying. I hope the man sanding next to you will take care of you." I don’t know why I like sad songs. I can so vividly see the scene the candle lit vow. It’s so bittersweet.
What I dream. You know. Maybe… 4 years ago I wanted to be a doctor. I wanted to be the best doctor. Prove to people could do it. I think that was my motive besides helping people, I wanted to prove I could do it. Right this moment I dream of going to Korea and seeing old friends and eating Korean food and singing in karaoke rooms and helping people learn English and having chats in Korean. Soon, I’ll be there. I feel like my dreams shrank, but grew in a way. I actually dream to write books for my kids. Picture books and then novels. I want to meet them first and then write something they’d like. Maybe it’s a stupid dream, but it’s mine. I want them to have something special to have with them. Something I can also share with other children. I just want to be the one who knit my husband’s scarf and chats with elder people. These are the things I enjoy. I want to just live that.
I need to not buy clothes. I can’t bring all my stuff to Korea. I do need a bathing suit tho.
New International Version (NIV)
24 “‘“The Lord bless you
and keep you;
25 the Lord make his face shine on you
and be gracious to you;
26 the Lord turn his face toward you
and give you peace.”’
27 “So they…
The wild chrysanthemum cannot speak but you can. A trac given to me by a Korean lady a long time ago.
To all those folks out there that are saying they don’t want to go to church because the Christians don’t want them there, let me be the one to say:
I want you there. I’ll sit right next to you if you want.
Won’t whisper gossip about you. Won’t judge you. Won’t lie to you.
I know I’m not the only one. Don’t write off Jesus just because His followers don’t always know how to represent Him.
Shinhwa - The Classic